I don’t know the kind, I don’t compare.
I just live for what others want.
Maybe you know what that feels like
But I feed on what others expect of me.
Why don’t we take a walk to another place
Where the sun shines on a better day than
This and the walk is more level.
I’m sorry it’s not what you expected
The plan and the advice that I tried to give
But women like me just try their hardest.
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Women Like Me
by Wendy Rose
making
promises they can’t keep.
For
you, Grandmother, I said I would pull
each
invading burr and thistle from your skin,
cut
out the dizzy brittle eucalypt,
take
from the ground the dark oily poison–
all
to restore you happy and proud,
the
whole of you transformed
and
bursting into tomorrow.
But where do I cut first?
Where
should I begin to pull?
Should
it be the Russian thistle
down
the hill where backhoes
have
bitten? Or African senecio
or
tumbleweed bouncing
above
the wind? Or the middle finger
of
my right hand? Or my left eye
or
the other one? Or a slice
from
the small of my back, a slab of fat
from
my thigh? I am broken
as
much as any native ground,
my
roots tap a thousand migrations.
My
daughters were never born, I am
as
much the invader as the native,
as
much the last day of life as the first.
I
presumed you to be as bitter as me,
to
tremble and rage against alien weight.
Who
should blossom? Who should receive pollen?
Who
should be rooted, who pruned,
who
watered, who picked?
Should
I feed the white-faced cattle
who
wait for the death train to come
or
comb the wild seeds from their tails?
Who
should return across the sea
or
the Bering Strait or the world before this one
or
the Mother Ground? Who should go screaming
to
some other planet, burn up or melt
in
a distant sun? Who should be healed
and
who hurt? Who should dry
under
summer’s white sky, who should shrivel
at
the first sign of drought? Who should be remembered?
Who
should be the sterile chimera of earth and of another place,
alien
with a native face,
native
with an alien face?
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