Wednesday, May 8, 2013

The Life That Could Have Been by Amy Cotter


Toes wiggling around in the brown shag carpet,
making sure to have the extra long pieces of fabric
go in between each toe.
The aroma of coffee filling the air
as the tail of your calico cat, Q, rubs up
against your leg.

It is a typical Saturday morning:
plastic dinosaur figures sprawled out on the floor,
a result of a train wreck from
lack of interest in Thomas the Tank Engine.
Captain Crunch cereal, the prime choice
for the favorite meal of the day today,
breakfast.
The kids now pretending to go on an African Safari
through the planet Jupiter; which is now the living room.

Of course, it’s painting day.
Where the void for a new view in life
is filled with a can of periwinkle paint
to liven up the bathroom walls.
Can opener in hand you go around the top
slowly exposing the pop of color
through the plain, matte metal.
The sales person convinced you
that this color choice was soothing,
like sipping a piƱa colada on the beach.
You repeat this to yourself constantly
as your head throbs from the screaming
of your children fighting over the mystery van.
You then consider whether
they are actually your children
or a flock of peacocks
fighting over a bunch of grapes.
Walking into the living room you realize
that it is a valid theory since
peacock feathers are covering the floor;
a result of a broken vase that were full of them.

Close your eyes and count to ten.

The crashing of the waves against the beach
fill the crevices of your mind as you stare
out into the ocean.
In Southern California, lounging out on
La Jolla beach you see
Kareem Abdul-Jabbar.
A Los Angeles Lakers veteran
famous for not just basketball but
his name that he chose
because of the influence of the prophet
Muhammad in his life.  
What is weird when you see him is not
for his fame, but his attire.
Why wear socks on the beach
when you can feel the sand
in-between your toes?
Brand names speak louder than comfort
for some you guess as you recognize 
the Arthur George logo
in your favorite color of blue.

Take a deep breath and
open your eyes.

The kids have made themselves a picnic.
Pretending to be ants wanting to steal
the food from the humans.
A charming moment until you notice
the broken window from
a game of horseshoes played indoors.
The sounds of the waves play again,
in the crevices of your mind;
but you shake out of it because
this is the life you like. 

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