I remember nights of playing Yahtzee
With my mom, dad, and brother, and sometimes
The neighbor girl would join and play with us
But she cheated at every game we played
But somehow my mom always won; so smart
Even though it is just a game of chance
I remember Red Hot Blues, the flavor
So perfect and spicy, but good for you
We ate them all up, sometimes with salsa
I remember Mom playing piano
And singing her heart out, the dog sang too
It was a beautiful
harmony, with
My mom’s strong voice and my dog’s funny squeals
And the familiar tune that she played
I remember sneaking out, smoking bowls
In the back while my parents were asleep
And burned my teenage brain cells, lots of them
Staying up late watching futurama
With my big brother, and sometimes that same
Neighbor girl that used to cheat at board games
The side of the house was the “party spot”
As my dad used to fondly call it
My mom would come in and ask if we’ve smoked
And we couldn’t help but to start laughing
Surely giving ourselves away, futile
I remember South Park, not because of
Cartman, or Kyle, Stan, or Kenny, Butters,
But because of laughing with my
brother
BY JACOB SAENZ
I remember nights of
playing
Lotería w/Mom & Big Manny
as a way to learn the
Spanish they spoke
to each other but not
to their kids
who caught on to
certain words
like cállate, cerveza, chicharrón;
little nuggets I ate
up
like the pinto beans
we used
instead of the blue
chips
Mom kept in her Bingo
bag
she carried every
Friday night
when her & Tia
Shirley
went to the Moose
Lodge,
her hair & coat
reeking
w/the smoke of all who
lost.
I remember El
Borracho,
the man always holding
a bottle
& about to fall
over yet never does
like Big Manny
stumbling home
late at night after a
payday,
breath & belly
full of beer,
who one time took a
piss
in our bedroom.
I remember La
Garza,
not for the heron it
is
but cousin Tony &
his kids,
nights of sleepovers
& pizza,
PlayStation on a 40-inch
TV,
the night he & Lil
Jesse sneaked
bumps of coke in the
bathroom
& I rubbed numb my
teenage teeth.
I remember El
Musico,
not the chubby man
clutching his guitarra
but my brother Dave
loading crates
of records & a
dual turntable case
like a coffin into the
back of a van,
the same set I hit my
back on at ten
when I fell out of the
top bunk bed.
But I prefer to
remember La Sirena
back when her breasts
were free
of the seashells she
now holds
to cover them in water
so blue
cold, her scales so
red,
her name clung to the
tongue
like dulce de
leche.
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