Early Every Morning
I never enjoyed having sleepovers
When they would take place at my
friends’ houses
I’d wake up the next morning, all
alone
With no one to talk to except my
bear.
My friends, out cold as if they had
been hit
On the heads with a sturdy
two-by-four,
Wouldn’t wake for at least another
hour.
An hour that I’d be left without
breakfast
Or company to explore the backyard.
But when friends would sleep over
at my house,
I’d have no problem getting up
early
My mom would make me chocolate
pancakes
And I’d have endless things to do
at home
I could watch cartoons or make a
birdhouse.
Once they’d wake up, we could do
anything.
I never understood why it was that
My internal clock was set
differently
From all of the other seven year
olds’.
My mom says it’s due to my birthday
time
Three past six in the morning with
the birds.
It didn’t bother me too much until
I couldn’t sleep in even if I had
Stayed up until three doing my
homework.
As I got older, my friends would
wonder
Why I was up at seven on weekends
Immaturely they would laugh at my
strange
Inability to sleep past sunrise.
It is even funnier for me, though.
I get to lie in the hammock, slowly
Swaying with the early morning
patterns,
Drinking coffee and chatting up
nature,
Each day something is different,
either
A sound or a smell, the temperature
Of the fresh morning air, all
adding up
To time better spent here than in a
bed.
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Early Sunday Morning
I used to mock my father and his
chums
for getting up early on Sunday
morning
and drinking coffee at a local spot
but now I’m one of those chumps.
No one cares about my old
humiliations
but they go on dragging through my
sleep
like a string of empty tin cans
rattling
behind an abandoned car.
It’s like this: just when you think
you have forgotten that red-haired
girl
who left you stranded in a parking
lot
forty years ago, you wake up
early enough to see her
disappearing
around the corner of your dream
on someone else’s motorcycle
roaring onto the highway at
sunrise.
And so now I’m sitting in a dimly
lit
café full of early morning risers
where the windows are covered with
soot
and the coffee is warm and bitter.
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