Sunday, April 28, 2013

Early Every Morning by Melissa Campana


Early Every Morning

I never enjoyed having sleepovers
When they would take place at my friends’ houses
I’d wake up the next morning, all alone
With no one to talk to except my bear.
My friends, out cold as if they had been hit
On the heads with a sturdy two-by-four,
Wouldn’t wake for at least another hour.
An hour that I’d be left without breakfast
Or company to explore the backyard.
But when friends would sleep over at my house,
I’d have no problem getting up early
My mom would make me chocolate pancakes
And I’d have endless things to do at home
I could watch cartoons or make a birdhouse.
Once they’d wake up, we could do anything.

I never understood why it was that
My internal clock was set differently
From all of the other seven year olds’.
My mom says it’s due to my birthday time
Three past six in the morning with the birds.
It didn’t bother me too much until
I couldn’t sleep in even if I had
Stayed up until three doing my homework.
As I got older, my friends would wonder
Why I was up at seven on weekends
Immaturely they would laugh at my strange
Inability to sleep past sunrise.
It is even funnier for me, though.
I get to lie in the hammock, slowly
Swaying with the early morning patterns,
Drinking coffee and chatting up nature,
Each day something is different, either
A sound or a smell, the temperature
Of the fresh morning air, all adding up
To time better spent here than in a bed.
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Early Sunday Morning
I used to mock my father and his chums
for getting up early on Sunday morning
and drinking coffee at a local spot
but now I’m one of those chumps.

No one cares about my old humiliations
but they go on dragging through my sleep
like a string of empty tin cans rattling
behind an abandoned car.

It’s like this: just when you think
you have forgotten that red-haired girl
who left you stranded in a parking lot
forty years ago, you wake up

early enough to see her disappearing
around the corner of your dream
on someone else’s motorcycle
roaring onto the highway at sunrise.

And so now I’m sitting in a dimly lit
café full of early morning risers
where the windows are covered with soot
and the coffee is warm and bitter.

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