I dreamed that I
was running,
unusual for my
lazy thoughts.
I was escaping
an army woman,
usual for my
progressive thoughts.
I stumbled into
a friend’s house,
a long distant
one nestled in England.
I finally got to
see his round face
looking cozy in
his own quarters.
I spent time
talking with him
but knew it
wouldn’t last.
I was a fugitive
in his country
and his mother
offered the honors
to kill me
before the military.
She held up a
rifle and shot,
reluctant to be
the one.
Her face blurred
into white and red.
I was relieved
and felt promised
that I would not
fear again.
I Dreamed That I
Was Old by Stanley Kunitz
I dreamed that I
was old: in stale declension
Fallen from my
prime, when company
Was mine,
cat-nimbleness, and green invention,
Before time took
my leafy hours away.
My wisdom, ripe
with body’s ruin, found
Itself tart
recompense for what was lost
In false
exchange: since wisdom in the ground
Has no
apocalypse or pentecost.
I wept for my
youth, sweet passionate young thought,
And cozy women
dead that by my side
Once lay: I wept
with bitter longing, not
Remembering how
in my youth I cried.
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