Peering
out the window, the bright sun looks
At
me and blinds me while I sit in class.
Daydreaming
in class, I slowly pick up
My
pencil acting like I am being
Productive
in class, pretending to draw.
Crossed
legs, sitting up straight, I slowly reach
For
my phone, trying to be as sneaky
As
possible. Praying that my teacher
Doesn’t
look at me I begin to text
Quickly,
but all of the sudden I hear,
“Katie
get going on your art project.”
As
I slowly slip my phone into my
Bag,
I pick up my graphite pencil and
Begin
to draw the scenery that I
See
out the window. Bright, big puffy clouds,
Stretched
out across the horizon, big blue
Clouds
like the first blanket a baby boy
Gets
when he is born at the hospital.
Drawing
a grassy field that is nearby,
Filling
in the picture with a deep green
Pencil,
the color of a Christmas tree.
Adding
bright purple flowers on the crisp
Piece
of paper which sits in front of me.
Imagination
flowing, ideas
Coming
and going as they enter my
Head.
Ten minutes left in class, drawing as
Quickly
as I can, hand moving in all
Directions.
As the bell rings, I take a
Look
at my portrait and take a deep breath,
Smiling.
“Finally it’s a masterpiece.”
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Pencil-By Marianne Boruch
Look, I told myself.
And waited to be marked.
Clouds are white but they darken
with rain. Even a child blurs them back
to little woolies on a hillside, little
bundles without legs. Look, my teacher
would surely tell me, they’re nothing
like that. Like that: the lie. Like that: the poem.
She said: Respond to the heaviest part
of the figure first. Density is
form. That I keep hearing destiny
is not a mark of character. Like pilgrimage
once morphed to mirage in a noisy room, someone
so earnest at my ear. Then marriage slid.
Mir-aage, Mir-aage, I heard the famous poet let loose
awry into her microphone, triumphant.
The figure to be drawn —
not even half my age. She’s completely
emptied her face for this job of standing still an hour.
Look. Okay. But the little
dream in there, inside the think
that comes next. A pencil in my hand, its secret life
is charcoal, the wood already burnt,
a sacrifice.
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